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All I want is to be who I want to be
To breathe the air that gasp mi free
To live the dreams my mind conceived
To see the world in love and peace

Let us not take love for granted
For many awaits the touch for hopes and inspirations
Dream. Dare . Do
Let the sun burns through the horizon and the stars to sparkle
Face each day with a smle for others
Never let yesterday's disappointment overshadow tomorrow's dreams....

*-=__It is not about loving a perfect person...
...but to love an imperfect person perfectly __=-*

***__________. dreams of the sparkled stars____::***

::_memories unforgottened_::
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
November 2004
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
October 2005
February 2006
March 2006
November 2006
December 2006
December 2007
May 2008

Thursday, March 23, 2006

----i don't know what to say....----

okay....im a piece of shit.......i haf a screwed up life tat is affecting everybody else.....Stop self-deceiving Christine!!! U r nothing without the people around you....

Okay...i dunno how to put things into words....and mayb tats the main the reason y i end up screwing up everything in my life....I shall fail effective comm module....No! i already fAil!!!!!

yESH! fAIL! THATS THE Word for mi!!!! Adjetives for Christine: Failure! Self-deceiving! loser! Scarry-cat! Goner! Piece of Shit! Deserved to be banished!

okay I dunno wad else to say...always say i want to live in my little bubble.....in fact i tink i've alreadi did....tats y im hurting so many people and bring trouble to so many people around mi....sorrie to those that i've hurt or in one way or another bring trouble to....Dun bother to console mi or help mi animore....im not deserving of that.....Let mi escape from everything and let mi rott to the ultimate...cos i tink that the oni thing im capable of being successful now!

yesh! im gonna b gone for quite a moment.....dun bother to find mi cos im going into escapism hibernation.....tats it....im sorrie...though i noe tat sorrie is usually said oni when its too late....

Screwed up.....Let mi drink to drank my sorrow and bury myself in eternal self-dismay...i will feel better this way. Im serious!

okay nothing else to sae.....till the next time i can clearly express wad i feel.....im quite glad tat my blog has been dead for so long and long gone into history tat nobody reads....cos mayb i'll open up more this way.......
*smiling with tears at the corner of my eyes*
::__. eXquisTic . SoPhiStIcaTion____::
Thursday, March 23, 2006